In the MOOD

Suddenly in the mood of blogging, so I will just bla a bit.

I know I know, it had been centuries since my last post. Life is bit busy and I didnt even think of blogging when my time is not even enough for me. Maid went back, so basically I am the maid now, doing almost all the house chores. Thank god I have a lovely brother who can help me out. =)


I had finished my AS exam, and now eventually we have to start preparing for A2. Sad case that we dont have a proper holiday but now we are used to it, so everyone just packed their mood and continue to study.

May not have so much time to blog anymore.
See you. <3

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emo

I don't know why but I just felt that I am so stressed up today. 

Actually I got back my results for maths and chemistry, they are not bad. But it was just a class test, so I seriously feel tensed-up for the real exam. I should start studying now.

I am having piano exam this year, for both practical and theory. I know I waste lot of time watching tv, chasing over the dramas and I was so lazy to practise piano. That is why, my piano skill getting worse and worse.

Just some emo thoughts.

I am LAZY and kinda stupid.

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This is good.

Wanted to blog since saturday, but I was a lil busy.

Went for badminton last saturday, so long didn't exercise and I played like an old woman. =D Had some training sessions with brother, he taught me some skills because I always want to improve my skills. Planned to go to 1u after badminton, but mum went out with her car outside blocking my car and without leaving her car keys. That's the end lar of my plan! =( Finally Eryn and Minh came to play wii. It's been a long time also, we have been ignoring the wii for the past few months. xD

Sunday we were supposed to go to 1u after breakfast, but what to do? Plan never works. Sigh. All of them bought their new clothes and were not free. Sob.. Plan off for the second time. Went to Jinjang with mum. Granny's memory is getting worse, she don't remembered what she did and she doesn't know what she suppose to know. That's very sad yet we can't do anything for her except packing her cupboard, trying best to make her happy. PRAY HARD TO GOD FOR HER! =)

Today is like, the officially school day. I went to school WITH MOOD TO STUDY! =D Getting use to our new timetable. Got back our maths result. Mr Sho was disappointed with our results, he expected better from us. *guilty* My marks wasn't that bad but better than the previous one, yet I am not really happy and satisfied with it, because I know I can do better than this.

OH!! Watched a cute movie today, straight after class.

Haha, I know it's kinda late and it was my first time watching, just because of Lalitha. Wasn't that childish and ridiculous as what I thought, kinda cute and nice movie! LOVE THEODORE! =)

Am trying my very best to be a good girl, following my timetable and do what I should do. 
It's near and I know I got not enough time. =(

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Time for a CHANGE!

Obviously, am now back to blogging life!
2012 I must be myself. Heee... =)
Need more motivation for myself, need a change!

Happily went to college today and, realized that there were no classes today. SO GREAT! I jammed all the way to college. Were laughing at each other because we were like all blur queen. Decided to stay back to study, but actually ended up chit-chatting, telling the whole holiday's stories. Haha. You know, the problem of having all girls in a class. =)

Went to take our MPW results, weren't that good. I got both B. Although they are all not really important subjects, but still I can feel that my spirit and motivation is becoming lesser and lesser. I can't expect so much when I didn't do full preparation for that.

So, from now on. I have to know what I want, and chase over my dream. Not only daydreaming but use actions to prove that what I want in future.
Can't continue with this attitude anymore, it's New Year so it's time for a change!

I CAN DO IT, and MUST DO IT!

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2012

They said you can only improve when you set goal for yourself. So my resolution will be my goal as well. Haha. Today is the last day of 2011. I have too much thing to tell. It's sad when another year just flied away.

2011's resolution, I checked it and surprisingly I got most of it.
So I decided to have another list for 2012.

2011 =)
1. Gain more weight. TICK!
2. Get P license. TICK!
3. NS in second batch. TICK!
4. No piano exam. TICK!
5. Shop every week. HALF TICK?
6. Enjoy college life. TICK!
7. Allergies gone. CROSS! 
8. Everything goes right. HALF TICK?

Yes, I gained weight but sadly I lost half of it. *sob* I shop like once a month? Haha, still failed. Erm, allergies gone is kind of impossible so I just give up. Everything goes right is also kind of impossible. Haha.
So, what's the resolution for 2012.

2012
1. Still, gain more weight. xD
2. Got straight A's for my A Level.
3. Figure out what to study for degree.
4. Have sports more frequent.
5. Follow my timetable.
6. STOP SLACKING around.
7. Peace at home.

Thats all? I think those are the main one which I think is more important for me. It's new year so I gonna get a new clothes for my blog.

Happy New Year everyone.

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Hall of our Memory

YO!
Blogging must become a habit so that I wouldn't ignore my blog.

Monday we went to a relative's dinner in a hall, a hall where we went for our SPM Chinese Talk. So much of the memories!!! Remember we were all at the VIP seat and were sleeping during the talk. Time flies!

Brother with his new hairstyle! *aeroplane hairstyle*

The decoration in the hall were more like a christmas party right?

OMG! Finally finished our 6 HOURSSS Biology replacement class on Friday.

That was like a HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE!! 

But still, we successfully finished 5 hours only because everyone was so tired with the so sick face, so sir is forced to call off the last hour class and we'll drag monday's replacement class instead.

Lesson of the day, please don't be happy or excited for any cancelled bio class!

And finally, I bought the new calculator. I don't really the new one because I still in love with my old one but am forced to give it to my brother. SAD CASE! Be good to me, new calculator. 

Pearly is going to have a so called 'study trip' to my house for almost 1 week because her house is going to be renovated. Pray to god, please let this monster stay peace and don't break anything again in my room, not the wall, window handle, water heater the shower thingy anymore! MONSTER, we need to study!

MPW exam is next week! But till now we don't even know what to study on, is sir going to give us any tips?  May god bless us. =(

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Classic

HEY, I AM BACK!!

What can I say now is I blog once in a blue moon.
Compared to the form 5 me, blog everyday,
now I almost forgot my bloggie.
TOO SAD!
How could that happened?
Life is just too busy.

Well, I am still trying my best to manage my time. I have to sleep at 10 something everyday because the next day I have to go to school early in the morning. It's like an alarm for me, about 10 something I started to feel sleepy. And every night 8.30-9.15 is my drama time, Rookies Diary. So what can I do is finish my homework as much as I could in college so that when I reached home I can relax myself, bath, eat, watch tv, play piano, do some revision if I can but not stressing on my homework again.

Luckily I got use to the lifestyle like this for the past 3 months? 2 months? Time flies! I couldn't help but now is already November! GOD! Tomorrow SPM is going to start? *hahaha* I don't mean to laugh but GOOD LUCK everyone, for my dearest juniors who are sitting for the stupid SPM exam. =)

Okay, talk back about some history.
Yesterday suppose to be a parent-meeting day. My parents are suppose to go to my college to 'talk' to my lecturers about my progression on studies? Haha, but finally it didn't happen because I kind of encouraging my mum not to go by telling her other parents also not going because my whole class, only me myself from KL. I don't know whether the other's parents are going or not. You know me, I am not worrying about they knowing my results (although my result this time seriously sucks) because they knew it, no class and nothing, but early morning have to go to college again, seriously is a great turn-off. Wasted my time and all, so finally, we didn't make it, since ms.chee said that they will send our result back to my house. Isn't it a better way? =P

Since I didn't make it, so early morning I went for my piano replacement class. After that, I went to movie with pearly. 'The apple of my eye'.

AWESOME MOVIE! I cried for a particular scene in the movie, gave me so much feel. I wanted to tell pearly which scene is that, but I forgot. HAHA. NICE movie but the ending is so sad. Not the boy or girl died, but is just too sad! =(

After the movie, I went to my cousin sister's kindergarten to help out their concert.  Hehe, like last year, what I did is make up for them, tie their hair, helped out everything. They are just too cute!! Haha, but for sure, some of them are noisy too! ANNOYING INSTEAD!  But this year a bit special, my little darling, Qing Qing is performing. =)

Will blog about what we did on 11.11.11 soon.

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After 9 months

Finally,
I FINISHED THE EXAM!

 Oh my gosh, was so busy past few weeks for the first term exam. Didn't even check my fb. After spending few weeks for the presentation, I got only few days for the exam. But still, I managed to study and prepare myself for the exam.
 BUT TOO BAD,
The exams weren't that smooth, BAD actually.

First exam, Chemistry.
We DID STUDIED a lot and well-prepared for the chemistry exam. But, the paper was like not related to what we studied. *HALF DEAD*

Second, Pure Maths.
Didn't study and concentrate on that because we had Biology on the same day. Great, I was SUPERP, PANICKING during the WHOLE exam. FREAKED OUT LIKE MAD, because we got not enough time. But at last, managed to finish it.

Third exam, Biology.
As you know, biology always got lot lot lotsss of things to memorise. Even though we had the tips, but some question still, sob sob, dont know how to answer. We tried to crap but we failed. Didn't even know how to crap. *DEAD*

Fourth exam, Statistics.
This time was calm and steady. Everything was good. When I am doing the second last question, teacher said 'You still got 5 minutes extra to check and stapler your paper.' WHAT THE??? I haven didn't read the last question. Okay, no worries, everyone faced the same problem. =)
P.S : Thanks to the guy, so that I know I drew my graph wrongly during the exam and had time to draw again. =P

Conclusion, first term exam is like SHIT! SHIT result is expected.
So dear mummy and daddy,
please forgive me.

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BUSY!!!

OH GOSH!!
How can I not blog for more than two weeks? I wonder. =(
Was too busy for studies.
Had lot of things to do.
Eforum, Presentation, Homework, test and exam on the way....
I AM SUFFOCATING!!! *sob sob*

Slept kind late yesterday to finish off my MS eforum, the tough and killing questions, ASEAN? I can tell that it never stay on my mind for more than 3 seconds. All I know is it's some Asia organisation thingy. Now he is asking for it may experience fall, then with the killing word there, 'DISCUSS!!" What to discuss? I didn't even know it. Haha, So what I did, did some research from net, probably know what happened then type it out. Aiya, whatever, just wanna finish it off so that I can concentrate more on my presentation.

And, finally,  got my presentation shirt and skirt. AWESOME!! Haha. Kinda looking forward for the presentation because I hope that we can ROCK the audience, as long as I dont freak out, my group members don't freak out. PRAY HARD everything will be fine. =)

Just finished off my ME eforum too. YAY! No more eforum! But I am more nervous for the test and exam which may kill us because I got nothing that I learnt left in my mind. HOW?! Gonna eat and swallow the booksss! *sigh* Ignore me, was so rush to blog so that I can continue my work, thats why I am a bit crazy.

And lately, we have a lot of scandals in college. *faint* But compare to past few weeks, college life now seems to be the real college life because we were so sO SO SUPER BUSY and more fun and jokes everyday, not that bored anymore.

GOOD LUCK TO ME PEOPLE!!

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Heee...

It's the one week journal again.
However, this week lot of things happened.

My NS best partner, Pei Yee aka Vivian had left.
She is going to Taiwan for four years to further her studies, SAD.

Meet up with her before she left.

Miss her so so much. =(

And of course, celebrated Emily's birthday at her house.

Latest photo of the sisters.

Playing with the MAC webcam.

Love this shot! =)

Holiday is gonna end soon,having chem test after holiday. 

Finished most of the homework. But I really quite worried about my chemistry. =(

Don't wanna go back to college. =(

Nothing goes wrong, maybe a bit?

Dont worry, it's under control.  =)

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Love you, emily!

Don't feel like blogging, but it seems like kinda long time I left out my blog.

This Raya break, I got no holiday. I got homework for all the 3 subjects, and two MPW presentations. SIGH! Had a open book bio test on last friday. It sucks! I mean I suck! Couldn't answer most of the question which I wasn't there during the lesson, so have to use this holiday to revise and study back what I have missed. And after the break, I have a chem test which is NOT a open book, DIE LAR! So my dear friend, I have to stick at home this holiday. (Badminton is acceptable) =)

You know, I hate myself for forgetting everything. Why am I always so forgetful? Remember things that should be forgotten, but forgot things that should be remembered. Haih. I am very disappointing about this sickness. What should I do?

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST EMILY SISTA!

It's your sweet 18th and enjoy it.

Seems like everyone is teasing your small eyes, but I know you are proud of them, right?

BEST WISHES and HUGSS for you! <3

Tension!

Saturday.

Finished homework.

STUPID STATS, I dont know how to do, confused of the conditional probability. GOSH!

Going to dad's office tomorrow to print what I should print, the notes.

Got my account in Hong Leong Bank and my debit card.

Heeee... =)

But what's the point lar? Lack of money.

Have to study for chemistry and biology, 

TESTS ARE COMING SOON!

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Hormone Inbalance

Another week passed.

Let's see what I did this week.

As though I remember.

Haha.

What I remembered was, 

I went to 1u on Friday after class to have lunch, Sushi Zanmai! Heee... Best, so long I never had it. Went to MPH after lunch to check out the Chemistry reference book. It is so expensive and heavy! No way I am gonna carry it to college everyday. 

Yesterday went star plus BADMINTON AGAIN! Heeeee... Fall in love in badminton, one week at least sweat once. Played badminton with pearly, eryn, chris, joel and emily. Must maintain it every week. Oh ya, talking about badminton, LEE CHONG WEI AKU DAH MASUK FINAL!! Heeeeeee... Love man! Go chong wei, beat down stupid Lin Dan. =)

Past few days, college, homework, experiment. Everyday from 8am to 5pm. No choice, to save money, we have to tolerate everyone. Btw, why are we doing Titration everytime? Few pictures while doing experiment, haha. I finished my experment too early. 

Photos taken in the car, terribly jam.

Okay now, the emo part.

My chemistry really sucks! I don't remember my form 5 syllabus, dah lar hate chemistry. Coming chem test on 7/9, I think I am gonna fail it. =(

Was very confused on what happenning around me. Sick of all the problem lar. I am feeling insecure after the camp. Can anyone tell me the truth? What's happening actually? Jealousy? I am sick, mentally disrupted. OMG! I HATE YOU!

Had a weird dream few days ago, anyhow it's not gonna happen again.

Miss the moment. 

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Good Starting?

Finally...
I am free! for NOW.
Gonna fall asleep during chemistry class just now.
Penat ba.
This few days I rarely sleep early because of my homework and my phone.
Haha, this is me.
But at least i finished my homework and hand in.
This is called college life?

Yesterday after class, went to Tropicana City with Pearly, Eryn and Sharmela. It's like RANDOM. Eryn said she wanted to buy ink for her printer so we just go, like that. And I was wearing my kdu t shirt, felt like wearing a uniform to a shopping centre. Haha. But I really had fun yesterday. All this while is like so stress because of the new environment, new friend. Enjoyed yesterday having fun loitering around. People, this is the real me! crazy!

Wanna o 1u this friday, MPH to check whether I can get my A level reference book or not. Need to revise back everything. I am like left behind for the two science subjects. I know nothing, forgot everything.

I spent a lot.

Gosh, when is my face gonna get fairer back?
I dont want my line on my neck. =(

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IMY!

I miss my camp bah.

Kem Setia Ikhlas Semenyih.

BP 205 kompeni ALPHA!

What is so memorable about my NS?

This is what I miss.

Woke up at 5am everyday and it used to be EXTREMELY EARLY for me.

Alarm rang and I offed it, next my dear Kasturi will wake me up.

Walked to the toilet with a super blur face without glasses, so actually early morning I couldn't see all the faces. Haha.

Tied a bun everyday, and when I just started to tie, it looks like shit. Haha.

Lined up, berbaris everyday and when we just reached padang, before the muslim came out, everyone was sleeping. =P

Every morning our beloved OC, An'an will kira strength.

'Bariiiis, bariiis sedia!' ' Senang diri!' 'Bariiis sedia!'

The music when we march into the padang which I forgot. Heee..

'Pagi-pagi malas kau, kau patah balik! kau patah balik!'

'Rapat tumit, rapat tangan, teruuuus pandang depan.'

'Macam biasa, wira depan, wiarwati belakang.'

3 laps of tasik together with my dearest friend.

Lari lari~ Alpha lari~ =P

Breakfast together and yet some of them will choose to sleep.

No choice, we are too exhausted.

All alpha wati members line up for food together.

Using the big tray like being jailed and washed it.

Change to baju kelas after breakfast.

Gather at logistik to wait for wira, and everytime ALPHA is the lastest.

We always tease them, sabar bah, wira alpha kena make up. =)

UP to check our nails, and sing the 1 Malaysia song with actions.

Go into the class for all of module.

Fall asleep in class but all the activities are AWESOME!

Wait for 10.30, for the tea break. =)

Back to class till lunch.

Change clothes again for afternoon's activities.

Solat time is our SLEEP time. 

Apply the sunblock as though it is free. xD

Beware of the weather, and rushed up to dorm when it is gonna rain.

Miss all the marching, TTS, Kraf hutan and Pertolongan Cemas.

Have tea break on 4.30pm.

Solat again = sleep again.

SUKAN RIADAH which we enjoyed very much.

Bathed and dinner.

Kelas agama at night.

Kira strength and go back to dorm.

Roll call.

Wash clothes and supper.

Sleep.

SWEET MEMORIES:

Bath , joke and sleep, TOGETHER!

Get punished either around the tasik or at dorm, TOGETHER!

Get into the final of futsal competition, TOGETHER!

Slept during ALL the ceramah, TOGETHER!

Sing and dance before class, TOGETHER!

Get scolded, or counselled, cried, TOGETHER!

Attend class and played game, TOGETHER!

Stand and marched under the hot sun, TOGETHER!


Tepuk tepuk ALPHA!
ALPHA~
ALPHA~
AAALLPHA!!

I miss all of you...

Vivian, my best friend in camp,
she understands me alot. We always tease her because she is an active scout.
Thanks for being my listener and giving me advices. 

Wendy. My best friend in camp,
 although we had some misunderstanding, but at the end we still solved it.

Zakiah. My baby in camp.
She is my first closest malay friend. I learn a lot from her.
She cried terribly when I left, heartsick! =(

Ella. My disturbance in camp.
 She likes to disturb me with all her craps,
 but also she is the one who cared for me when I had my migraine,
mood swing, allergic and all the craps. She is a great friend!

Elaine, My another sister in camp.
 I talked all my rubbish story to her, and she will always be there when I need her.

My ALPHA WATI DARLINGS, 

Nik, our mama, (the middle one)
she is the one who taught me the Doa Penerang Hati.

Amoy, everytime I see her, she will only say one word, Saranghaeyo Ling!

Zila, our TOC, she is CRAZYYYY!
Because of that, our dorm will be always full of noise.

Fatin, she is shy but she improved and she is cute!

Farah, gendot we called her. Haha. She is nice and friendly.

Nurin, my bathmate. Haha, We used to bath together everynight.

An an, our OC. She is man, but at the same time, she is caring and I like her.

There are more and sorry that I couldn't tell one by one.

Buddhist Youth Class

BEST teacher- Cikgu Alia

Adah, me, Ain

Wati Alpha.

ALPHA REMPUH!

BBF!

BP 205

Me, Lyn

I love my PLKN life.

I will remember what I learnt in camp,

all the lessons and values,

promises that we made to succeed ourselves in future,

our memories which is short but precious and sweet.

Sorry for leaving early,

seeing all of you cried because of me,

believe or not, 

I am SUPER GUILTY!

All the best to you guys.

People,

PLKN is a GIFT!

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Welcome back!

What I did this week?

I am so lazy to blog but so much thing to tell. Haha.

My first class was on Wednesday, it's a maths statistic class. Meet out lecturer Ms.Tee. She is new and young and I was quite surprised, but she is nice. So I met all my lecturers and my friends. My Bio lecturer, Mr Leong is good enough, he talks really fast, so that you have to pay FULL concentration like you can't even blink your eyes and day dream for 1 second. You will miss something. Our maths teacher, I don't know what his name still. Haha. But he is nice, a father look. He jokes a lot in class and tried to mix with us. But the most important is he has experience.

Next, is my friends. Lalitha, is the first who I know. She is friendly buy honestly a bit noisy. The one that I like a lot, Nirvana. She is from Pakistan but lives in.... South America? I forgot. She is a pretty girl and friendly. I like her! Another one, Min from Viet Nam. His english is funny. Not considered handsome but okay. Who else? Alan from Sarawak, Corin from Sabah. Conclusion, only me a KL girl. I had fun with them, getting use to college life.

Did some experiments on the past few days.

Chem- Titration.

Bio- Microscoped on cell structure.

Ranunculus Root cell.

Zea Mays Monocot root cell

Dicot root.

COOL! I had fun doing all the experiment ON MY OWN! 

But great, you know what's my homework this weekend? 

Draw all the cell structure, there are SIX! 

Yeah. and you know, my drawing sucks!*sob*

Followed parents to office today to print my notes and do my homework. 

Bought a pair of new shoes, 

BUM shoes, which cost only 20 bucks. xD

and that day went to IPC bought some new t shirt for college.

Going to apply debit card soon.

Will post on NS soon, the last one. =(

And,

MY FRIENDS ARE ALL BACK! 

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I am sick.

Am feeling a bit moody recently.

I don't know what happen to myself, my brain.
Was busy for homework this few days.
Shopped at IPC this morning and bought some new clothes.
Still, wasn't happy and even felt annoyed. *sigh*

After the camp,
I was told that I became more impatient...
And had changed, positively or negatively...

I wonder,
I still couldn't adapt to the life here?
I changed?
They changed?
They didn't change?
My miss-camp-sickness?
What happen to me?

Have got thousands of thoughts in my mind, 
together with problems and worries,
all clashing in my mind.


I need somebody to talk to.

=)(=

Today is LOVE.

Hehe, love what I did today. <3

Woke up at 6.45 this morning, jogged at DPC with sharon and emily. That emily, PIG! Haha, one laps of DPC park is really very big, compared to my tasik. Haha. So we managed to walk one lap, and run one lap. More to go, need to improve! Afterthat, wanted to have pan mee as breakfast, but then it was still closed because it's too early. So we went to the Vietnamese Restaurant in Sri sinar for our breakfast. Delicious though!

Back home and bathed. Fetched bro tuition then went to bank wanted to bank in my money using the ATM machine, who knows? FAILED. Is it really cant or just the stupid machine is too old? Went to book shop to buy stationary.

Did homework in the afternoon but couldn't finish because of the fellow came. Couldn't concentrate. Haha.
The most important, I DYE MY HAIR! Hehe, thank you mummy for helping. A bit imbalance my hair, but nevermind, first time right? Bro used my extra's solution. So now we have the same colour. =)

Smile!

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20 July

Went to KDU again today. Before that, went to the curve with pearly and her friends. Had lunch in Kim Gary Restaurant. Shopped in Ikano, wanted to buy t-shirt but finally, knowing me, I wanna buy more so I decided waited for parents to pay. *ngek ngek* 

Realised that my NS BSN card is a debit card. But dad is trying to get me a Hong Leong debit card since I have an account in Hong Leong. But then wait for his progress, I dont know how many years he needs. If I can have one, my pocket money will be bank into my account, using card is so... COOL! Haha, and I bought a touch and go card today too. I like doing things on my own, but then it seems to be a part of my stubbornness? =)

Checked my homework and textbook with Lalitha just now. Before that, Lalitha is my new classmate. GOSH! I have stacks of homework man! Pure maths and statistic. I also need to buy textbook, but then I choose to photostate. I borrowed two maths textbook from library. Anyway, thank you so much Lalitha. My A'Level friend actually asked me to go an outing tomorrow but I didn't follow. 

The sixth days, still, I am not used to it. 

Back to face all these problems, pills and homeworks.

I dont like my life now.

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Wati Alpha

Today is a Monday.

I slept till 10 in the morning. Lol, unbelievable! 

I mean I dont want life like this. MEANINGLESS! 

So what I did today, I finished packing my room, cleared all the rubbish, prepared stuff for college, paid astro's bill for mum, checked my balance in my BSN account. 

I wonder how to describe my feeling. 

Seriously, I miss camp so so so much! I miss my buddies! 

When I was in Mcd Run, they were having sukan carnival on the other side. I was actually one of the player for futsal, as I told. I ain't a pro but we are in a team. I am sad for my leaving and I couldn't join them to fight for champion. Chill guys, you guys done well. 

There are lot of thing that I don't know how to tell. 

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