I am sick.

Am feeling a bit moody recently.

I don't know what happen to myself, my brain.
Was busy for homework this few days.
Shopped at IPC this morning and bought some new clothes.
Still, wasn't happy and even felt annoyed. *sigh*

After the camp,
I was told that I became more impatient...
And had changed, positively or negatively...

I wonder,
I still couldn't adapt to the life here?
I changed?
They changed?
They didn't change?
My miss-camp-sickness?
What happen to me?

Have got thousands of thoughts in my mind, 
together with problems and worries,
all clashing in my mind.


I need somebody to talk to.

=)(=

Today is LOVE.

Hehe, love what I did today. <3

Woke up at 6.45 this morning, jogged at DPC with sharon and emily. That emily, PIG! Haha, one laps of DPC park is really very big, compared to my tasik. Haha. So we managed to walk one lap, and run one lap. More to go, need to improve! Afterthat, wanted to have pan mee as breakfast, but then it was still closed because it's too early. So we went to the Vietnamese Restaurant in Sri sinar for our breakfast. Delicious though!

Back home and bathed. Fetched bro tuition then went to bank wanted to bank in my money using the ATM machine, who knows? FAILED. Is it really cant or just the stupid machine is too old? Went to book shop to buy stationary.

Did homework in the afternoon but couldn't finish because of the fellow came. Couldn't concentrate. Haha.
The most important, I DYE MY HAIR! Hehe, thank you mummy for helping. A bit imbalance my hair, but nevermind, first time right? Bro used my extra's solution. So now we have the same colour. =)

Smile!

=)(=

20 July

Went to KDU again today. Before that, went to the curve with pearly and her friends. Had lunch in Kim Gary Restaurant. Shopped in Ikano, wanted to buy t-shirt but finally, knowing me, I wanna buy more so I decided waited for parents to pay. *ngek ngek* 

Realised that my NS BSN card is a debit card. But dad is trying to get me a Hong Leong debit card since I have an account in Hong Leong. But then wait for his progress, I dont know how many years he needs. If I can have one, my pocket money will be bank into my account, using card is so... COOL! Haha, and I bought a touch and go card today too. I like doing things on my own, but then it seems to be a part of my stubbornness? =)

Checked my homework and textbook with Lalitha just now. Before that, Lalitha is my new classmate. GOSH! I have stacks of homework man! Pure maths and statistic. I also need to buy textbook, but then I choose to photostate. I borrowed two maths textbook from library. Anyway, thank you so much Lalitha. My A'Level friend actually asked me to go an outing tomorrow but I didn't follow. 

The sixth days, still, I am not used to it. 

Back to face all these problems, pills and homeworks.

I dont like my life now.

=)(=

Wati Alpha

Today is a Monday.

I slept till 10 in the morning. Lol, unbelievable! 

I mean I dont want life like this. MEANINGLESS! 

So what I did today, I finished packing my room, cleared all the rubbish, prepared stuff for college, paid astro's bill for mum, checked my balance in my BSN account. 

I wonder how to describe my feeling. 

Seriously, I miss camp so so so much! I miss my buddies! 

When I was in Mcd Run, they were having sukan carnival on the other side. I was actually one of the player for futsal, as I told. I ain't a pro but we are in a team. I am sad for my leaving and I couldn't join them to fight for champion. Chill guys, you guys done well. 

There are lot of thing that I don't know how to tell. 

=)(=

PLKN Life

Time to continue my story.

25.6

We were all waiting for ceramah in the morning. This week we did flying fox. Talking about the flying fox, I enjoyed all the way but at the end, stupid! There wasn't a brake or stopper or whatever to decrease the speed but teacher used to pull when you reach there, so what you got is so uncomfortable as teacher chok so hard. Eee. I hate it. Besides, we played the kembara halangan. There are lot of them but too bad I didn't take any photo of them. Dropped into the water when I was playing monkey bar, laugh laugh. Only 3 people succeed to cross to the end and were dry. All of us were muddy and dirty after the activities, but WE HAD FUN! Muscle pain on the next day because of the monkey bar. Darker but then guess what? Pity the malays, their faces are worse because of the tudung. They got line on their faces. Oh ya, we got new modul this week, module kenegaraan. M16 on the following week. And this week my alpha dropped to number 3, we were so sad. =(

2.7 

After breakfast and I was waiting.  This week we had shooting session. BEST! We woke up 3 something in the morning and went to a shooting place in serdang. Was so sleepy that day. My experience, before that day we had a day of thoery on M16. Learnt the structure and how to use the gun. Oh, soldiers from outside came to teach us. So back to that day. We queued to shoot, luckily I was in Alpha, so everything we are the first! 20 times. A precious experience but the recoil was so hard till I got bruise on my shoulder. I got 11 marks out of 100. Dont laugh, there are 3 people got 0 and lots of them below 10. Hahah, so be proud of your friend, ME! Hahaha. The highest in wira was 71 and wati 69. This week onward they are practising for penutupan, there was this silence marching that we called kawad senyap. COOL! They did all kind of formation without any comment but just hentak kaki. I actually represent my group for the futsal match. Haha, and thanks god that we managed to be into the final. KJ actually asked me to join the kawad senyap, but what to do? I am back here before the penutupan. =(

Face the Fact!

I AM BACK!

Back to the real world.

Back to college.

Back to my blogging life.

Went to Mcd run this morning. Believe it or not, after NS, 7km run seems not a problem for me. Compared to last time, I run and walked like mad, need dont know how many years to reach the finishing line. Haha.

Random.

Went to KDU that day. Oh before that, my friend asked me what's full name of KDU. My answer is, I dont know man. Haha. Ended up my friend tease me gao gao. Haha, so sorry. I went to college to collect my hand book and report myself. Took my timetable. And guess what, next whole week I AM ON HOLIDAY! Wth? If I know earlier, will stay in camp lar! SAD! But still, thanks miss pearly and her friend, Lalitha for helping me on my college stuff.

My Handbook. Cool huh? 

Will tell my PLKN story sooner k? *LAZY*

What to do tmr?

=)(=

My Lovely Camp.

Another 4 hours, I am going back to camp again.

Firstly, sorry for blogging so late.

In case you don't know, my STUPID INTERNET LINE just keep lagging for this 4 days, I can't even online properly, it only showed 3 out of 5 for the line receiver. I was surfing the net till I gave up. GERAMJIKU!

So, in the camp, I did actually jot down my weekly routine, my journal.

Before that,

My name is Yap Ling Sze, as you all know but they call me Ling instead of Ling Sze, they said is hard to remember. My index number is BP 205, BP stands for Bilik Perempuan, 2 stands for dorm 2 and 05 is the fifth one in dorm 2. Dorm 1&2 are in Kompeni Alpha! So I am ALPHA! And my camp is at Kem Setia Ihlas, semenyih selangor.

First week.

22.5

It's a Sunday. My beloved family came to visit me with Yong Tao Fu. I was dutying that day because of first week is Alpha's turn. I in charged of the main door in registration with FULL CELORENG. It was the whole set of army suit, we called full loreng. JL, jurulatih usually punish us by wearing full loreng because it is heavy, hot and troublesome. The first week we were all busy for the KKJ, Kontrak Kita Janji. It's some kind of assignment and the first group work we got. We had to set our group name, visi and misi and draw our flag and finally present it on stage. I was trying to help by correcting their bm but firstly they kinda like didn't wanna listen or look down on me till one of them found out I am a straight A's student. Some of them lar, I mean some of the malay, they were quite proud and rude, at the beginning lar. I helped to sew our flag and created our group cheers. The first week itself I got my leg muscle. As what I showed in fb picture, my dorm is really super high on hill, it made me to hate my legs man. The first week, when they start to march, I REALLY HATE IT MAN! They didn't know how to march at first and those moron keep doing it wrong and hit my hand, so I really gave up and not in the mood to march at all. Shame shame, I cried once on 18.5, cant bear of my leg's allergic, and made me get my homesick! But still, I thanks my friend for caring and trying to help me. NO worries, now I am totally recovered. =)

Third Week.

4.6

Didn't blog on the second week, miss out.

It was a Saturday morning and I was waiting for breakfast which mean 6 something in the morning. We started many activities, theory for canoe, started to march. I became darker due to the marching lesson. And, my allergic became more and more serious which annoy me a lot. For your information, almost everyone here get allergic on skin part, just type of allergic different only, happen worse for me, who have got allergic history. Went to medic twice and got the medicine. The pills they gave is really effective but too bad, sleepy after you take it. I can even falling asleep when I was standing. Some of my friend went back home, the one who made me cried is Liew Chian Voon, the girl who was in the same dorm with me but she was forced to go back because she had this backache, forced to differ it. Enjoying. I actually like my group friend, ALPHA! They are nice compared to the others, worse. Parents didn't come on the Third Week, they went to Hong Kong. Made new friends as some of them went back. Sick, sorethroat and fever.

Fourth week

12.6

Just came back from Nalanda. The place we go every sunday for buddhist prayers. It's a super AWESOME place, like 3 star hotel. The only thing that surprised me is we eat hot dog and fishball as lunch, I thought its gonna be vegetarian's lunch? Know how to manage the time there, use time wisely for sleeping. Hehe. Every night we had small briefing, called Roll-call. We can share our problems among us and teacher, and friends. And we actually did tell our problem and thank god they are solved. I become tanner and one month passed. There was this night, teacher actually called our index number to go onto the stage, teacher was saying why aren't we appreciating and bla bla, scolding all the way. I was so shocked and scared, keep asking friend what happen and for sure nobody knows. Suddenly they pop out with Birthday Song, scares me man. They celebrate May and June birthday together. Although it's just a simple celebration, but it's really a great and awesome memories for me.

MY HOLIDAYS!

Going back soon.

Ciao darlings.

Take care.