Thursday, January 12, 2012


I don't know why but I just felt that I am so stressed up today. 

Actually I got back my results for maths and chemistry, they are not bad. But it was just a class test, so I seriously feel tensed-up for the real exam. I should start studying now.

I am having piano exam this year, for both practical and theory. I know I waste lot of time watching tv, chasing over the dramas and I was so lazy to practise piano. That is why, my piano skill getting worse and worse.

Just some emo thoughts.

I am LAZY and kinda stupid.


Monday, January 9, 2012

This is good.

Wanted to blog since saturday, but I was a lil busy.

Went for badminton last saturday, so long didn't exercise and I played like an old woman. =D Had some training sessions with brother, he taught me some skills because I always want to improve my skills. Planned to go to 1u after badminton, but mum went out with her car outside blocking my car and without leaving her car keys. That's the end lar of my plan! =( Finally Eryn and Minh came to play wii. It's been a long time also, we have been ignoring the wii for the past few months. xD

Sunday we were supposed to go to 1u after breakfast, but what to do? Plan never works. Sigh. All of them bought their new clothes and were not free. Sob.. Plan off for the second time. Went to Jinjang with mum. Granny's memory is getting worse, she don't remembered what she did and she doesn't know what she suppose to know. That's very sad yet we can't do anything for her except packing her cupboard, trying best to make her happy. PRAY HARD TO GOD FOR HER! =)

Today is like, the officially school day. I went to school WITH MOOD TO STUDY! =D Getting use to our new timetable. Got back our maths result. Mr Sho was disappointed with our results, he expected better from us. *guilty* My marks wasn't that bad but better than the previous one, yet I am not really happy and satisfied with it, because I know I can do better than this.

OH!! Watched a cute movie today, straight after class.

Haha, I know it's kinda late and it was my first time watching, just because of Lalitha. Wasn't that childish and ridiculous as what I thought, kinda cute and nice movie! LOVE THEODORE! =)

Am trying my very best to be a good girl, following my timetable and do what I should do. 
It's near and I know I got not enough time. =(


Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Time for a CHANGE!

Obviously, am now back to blogging life!
2012 I must be myself. Heee... =)
Need more motivation for myself, need a change!

Happily went to college today and, realized that there were no classes today. SO GREAT! I jammed all the way to college. Were laughing at each other because we were like all blur queen. Decided to stay back to study, but actually ended up chit-chatting, telling the whole holiday's stories. Haha. You know, the problem of having all girls in a class. =)

Went to take our MPW results, weren't that good. I got both B. Although they are all not really important subjects, but still I can feel that my spirit and motivation is becoming lesser and lesser. I can't expect so much when I didn't do full preparation for that.

So, from now on. I have to know what I want, and chase over my dream. Not only daydreaming but use actions to prove that what I want in future.
Can't continue with this attitude anymore, it's New Year so it's time for a change!